Lao Tzu says that a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.  Consider this the single, first step of my journey.  It's not miles I'll be covering, per se, but years.
The objective:  to finally, for once in my life, commit to keeping a journal for one year.  I've never, ever been able to do this before.  I mean, never.  I can't begin to tell you how many times I've started a journal (on paper, online, whatever), written enthusiastically for a few days or weeks and then tapered off to not much, which eventually becomes nothing and I add another dead journaling attempt to the pile.  This has been going on since my very first attempts at keeping a diary when I was 12 years old.  I'll write about that tomorrow.  I don't know what I'll write after that but I WILL write something.  Because for 365 days, I am committed to writing in this journal.  One year.  I can do this.  I will do this.
Today is my new foray into a committed effort to stick to this journaling thing once and for all.  Why?  Because I think there's something to it.  I don't know, something therapeutic maybe?  Or some sort of legacy to pass on when you die; a record of your life saying to the world, "you might have known some things about me but did you know this?  Or how about this?"  And maybe it's a place to vent when you're angry/afraid/worried/bored/etc.  Plus, I'm tired of everyone constantly telling me that my life is fascinating enough to become a book.  Maybe they're right.  And maybe not.  I'll try this for a year and see what happens, hm?  And maybe, just maybe, I'll learn something about myself in the process.  That would be really cool.
So anyway!  I don't know if anyone will ever read this but just in case:  Hello, whoever you are, and welcome to my journey.
Actually the full, unpublished quote about the journey was "A journey of a thousand miles begins with one step and a lot of bitching."
ReplyDeleteBut I think the Freemasons conspired to keep that last part from us. The bastards!
I'll try this for a year and see what happens, hm? And maybe, just maybe, I'll learn something about myself in the process.
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